Category Archives: Ramblings


My name is Jenn and I am 21 years old.

I live in an apartment complex that advertises “Senior Discount” as a perk of living here.

I think they should advertise the fact that there are cockroaches that swarm the back lot every night and if they were larger we could say they were “guard animals.”

I used to stay up late and loved to go “out” and live a “glamorous” lifestyle.

Now my favorite part of the day is coming home to see my cat and taking my pants off.

I used to be really exciting, outgoing, and fun.

These days I’m pretty boring, and like to keep things low key.

Not long ago I thought I was moving to New York City to focus on myself and become a famous actress.

These days I find myself making the 30 minute drive almost daily to my hometown. I can’t seem to get away from it. Additionally, while I’m learning much about myself, I pray for a lifetime of humble service to others.

I used to have a lot of friends, and then I had no friends, and now I fall somewhere in between with a few great people I can almost always rely on.

I used to love big cities, nightlife,and crowds of people.

These days they overwhelm me and I enjoy weekend trips in the country.

I used to think I wouldn’t even get married until I was 30+ and would probably just marry a man for money.

Today is my 2.5 year dating anniversary with the love of my life and I can’t wait until we decide to make a life-long commitment to eachother.

I used to wake up hours early to shower, shave, exfoliate, apply full make up, and style my hair.

Sometimes I don’t remember when I last showered or washed my hair and consider it a “good day” when I don’t have to wear makeup!

I used to be in a really unhealthy dating relationship(s).

The boy I’m in love with does his best to love me like Jesus– with grace, forgiveness, and even gifts from the heart when I feel undeserving.

I used to love meat.

Now I’m a vegetarian.

I used to want to travel somewhere glamorous and romantic like France.

This past March I went to the Kingdom of Swaziland to serve HIV/AIDS orphans…. but I fell in love there too.

I used to think God was far off and distant.

Yesterday I saw myself dancing with Jesus in my mind’s eye.

I used to feel pretty alone even though I was surrounded by people and had lots of “friends.”

This summer I have been brought to tears by the community that surrounds me and the people who have invested in me.

I can’t wait for more realizations : )


Quick post.

I have SO much I want to blog about… and no words!! BOOO.

Today felt really short. I went to church, went to an arts festival in the rain, ate loaded ribbon fries and deep-fried cookie dough (OMG), came home, took a nap-a-roo, hung out with the boyfriend/love and talked about life, and cleaned up my apartment (sort of).

I’m really mad about the nap part. It made me too awake to go to sleep now like I would like to, but too lazy/tired to get anything done.

Which is bad. Because this week is a lot of things. It’s the marking of 3 weeks left of spring quarter. Which means a LOT of final projects and such. It’s also my 21st birthday. Which will be really fun, if I can get everything done and enjoy it! It’s also another week that I’ve put off job-hunting for summer and a bunch of little small projects that need finished. So of course I’ll be trying to squeeze those things in this week too.

And I guess that’s really all for now. But I am alive, so, you know.